There are a thousand things going on and roaming my thoughts right at this moment… Saddest part is I can’t even come close to concentrate on one and actually find a solution for it.. I have 4 technically 3 weeks left of school. Soon I’ll be a high school graduate and it seems like I’ve wasted my time doing unnecessary things. I am going to college in the fall, I haven’t gotten acceptance letters because I haven’t submit all my paper work. Truth of the matter is that there were a lot of factors that helped in with my delay, but the rest is just pure fear… I should be used to change by now..One thing is for sure I am going to college in the fall, even if that means going to a community school first.. The rest are not essentials nor priorities but they still crowd my head, like wanting to go for a few days and stay in Chicago. Been saving up some money, but I still don’t have quite enough. Prom I been thinking about going though I still haven’t gotten my dress nor my class rings.. Announcements aren’t that important I mean I literally have no family but 1 aunt in New York, who I doubt will make it, that’s really not important I mean she can always get a bunch of pictures. I know for sure Jesse won’t make it to prom nor Graduation day, but it’s okay cause those are things I understand I mean everyone has their own responsibilities and crap to do. Grades are good, graduating was never a problem… But some how I still manage to have so much stuff in my head.. It’s fucking crazy..